http://gab.nyuu.org/blog The sum of all you ever knew equals zero. Tue, 04 Nov 2008 21:08:33 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Given: One cup of Twinings vanilla & coconut tea. One bag of Toblerone mini chocolates. Five Firefox tabs with websites regarding C++ libraries and applied fractal geometry. Eight Firefox tabs with information on company profiles and organigrams, management tips and websites of organizations related to company indexing according to various criteria. One OpenOffice Writer ... http://gab.nyuu.org/blog/2008/11/04/337/ We're growing fond of ghosts, again. Over and over, perhaps, just like an ancient curse dwelling on the outline of our shadows. But they treat us in such delightful ways, that we forgive them for everything, even when they hurt our trust and our pride. We love them, and yet we ... http://gab.nyuu.org/blog/2008/10/01/aethereal/ What do you do when everything you once knew and loved is gone before you even realize it? What do you do when you feel like everyone betrayed you? What do you do when you know you deserved so much more, for everything you gave away out of unconditioned love ... http://gab.nyuu.org/blog/2008/09/17/louder/ A vast silence reigned over the land. The land itself was a desolation, lifeless, without movement, so lone and cold that the spirit of it was not even that of sadness. There was a hint in it of laughter, but of a laughter more terrible than any sadness - a ... http://gab.nyuu.org/blog/2008/09/16/fangs-2/ The easiest way to replace addictions is through other - less harmful - addictions. And this seems to work with habits, as well as hobbies, spare time activities, job routines or even feelings. Stars fall, stars die, stars get born... and we follow our own patterns, taking proud and graceful steps ... http://gab.nyuu.org/blog/2008/08/21/cycles/ Her words could have as well come from your lips, while her mind was so much like yours that it was almost funny to notice. And in her eyes, you could read the same dried oceans and the same warmth hidden deep inside, struggling to resurface above the self defensive ... http://gab.nyuu.org/blog/2008/07/31/gemini/ I am nobody. Even if I was somebody, I am beyond your comprehension. And even if you could, you would not have the tools to express that knowledge. I do not belong to the world. That is the limit, the boundary between all and self. I present a time of destruction. ... http://gab.nyuu.org/blog/2008/07/16/threshold-of-truth/ Because a few days ago I received certain comments regarding my blog posts, that I should stop writing my "nonsense" and start doing something useful instead, and because those comment addresses have from now on been marked as spam, there's an answer I'd like to give. Stop reading the blog. Leave, ... http://gab.nyuu.org/blog/2008/07/08/to-whom-it-may-concern/ It is the symphony that the sea waves compose while bathed in moonlight that make your eyes bleed with passion. It's the same primordial water that unites you, with the daring crystals of salt that gleam away all the bitter thoughts. And, as time flows backwards in the hourglass, floating on ... http://gab.nyuu.org/blog/2008/06/18/dance/ We love spring because we feel alive again, with fresh energies flowing through our veins, with fires burning in our eyes. But what happens when spring settles over a graveyard, and the only life that blooms are the weeds that entangle the dead? It starts raining outside, with drops that do ... http://gab.nyuu.org/blog/2008/05/11/prisms/