We’re growing fond of ghosts, again. Over and over, perhaps, just like an ancient curse dwelling on the outline of our shadows. But they treat us in such delightful ways, that we forgive them for everything, even when they hurt our trust and our pride.

We love them, and yet we couldn’t say how much or why exactly, but merely because things just fit into place. We love them, and yet we can’t share it with them, hoping however that they have long since understood it, the same way we understand them when they say something that makes no sense and yet we can find meaning in it.

Thus, for split seconds, we can forget that they are phantasms… and actually allow ourselves to dream.

Obsessive song of the day: Lara Fabian – The Dream Within.

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What do you do when everything you once knew and loved is gone before you even realize it? What do you do when you feel like everyone betrayed you? What do you do when you know you deserved so much more, for everything you gave away out of unconditioned love and sheer hope? What do you do when you don’t know what to do anymore? What do you do when all you would do is cry and scream – a mother who lost her child… all over again.

And your head feels like it’s spinning too fast, and your eyes hurt and can’t take it, while your mind feels like it’s been stepped over by the rails of a tank. And your heart – writhing like a fish out of water, no more than a couple of spasms – now lies broken.

You cared too much, again.

Obsessive song of the day: Coma – Morphine.

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Her words could have as well come from your lips, while her mind was so much like yours that it was almost funny to notice. And in her eyes, you could read the same dried oceans and the same warmth hidden deep inside, struggling to resurface above the self defensive icy barriers.

She knew you, just as you knew her. And suddenly words were obsolete, while waves of feelings started to flood a dried out organism. Get reborn with them, through them, alongside them.

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It is the symphony that the sea waves compose while bathed in moonlight that make your eyes bleed with passion. It’s the same primordial water that unites you, with the daring crystals of salt that gleam away all the bitter thoughts.

And, as time flows backwards in the hourglass, floating on the wings of the shifty night breeze, you let yourself fade in their embrace and start dancing to their tune…

Obsessive song of the day: Shpongle – Once Upon the Sea of Blissful Awareness.

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We love spring because we feel alive again, with fresh energies flowing through our veins, with fires burning in our eyes. But what happens when spring settles over a graveyard, and the only life that blooms are the weeds that entangle the dead?

It starts raining outside, with drops that do not come to wash away, to purify and to deliver, but to mourn. We hate rain because it carries discomfort and pain in its tears, we never let our soul dive into the tiny drops and experience its ultimate freedom. Thus, the rain mourns for our loss of perfection, while we grow small and miserable trying to take cover from it.

Smile, move along… and let us show you how beautiful the rainbows manufactured in icy labs can be.

Obsessive song of the day: Samael – Rain.

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