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Wednesday, 17 Sep 2008 22:44:36
What do you do when everything you once knew and loved is gone before you even realize it? What do you do when you feel like everyone betrayed you? What do you do when you know you deserved so much more, for everything you gave away out of unconditioned love and sheer hope? What do you do when you don’t know what to do anymore? What do you do when all you would do is cry and scream – a mother who lost her child… all over again.
And your head feels like it’s spinning too fast, and your eyes hurt and can’t take it, while your mind feels like it’s been stepped over by the rails of a tank. And your heart – writhing like a fish out of water, no more than a couple of spasms – now lies broken.
You cared too much, again.
Obsessive song of the day: Coma – Morphine.
Categories: Nonsense
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2 Responses to “Louder”
Love (or hate, or any idea) isn’t gone, because it was never there in the first place. And if you decide to create such an illusion, then it’s up to you how that thing called „love” looks and acts.
Truth is, you can’t touch love or make cookies out of it. Or can you? That’s where humans fail to understand fundamental concepts of this universe.
You raise your head in the cold and dusty wind, breathe deeply and look at them again. You cared too much, but why care any longer? We swear to never fall for it again, and yet we do that every time. Hurt but never defeated. All the ones frozen by their own warmth still stand tall. But there’s enough beauty to be foolish enough to keep hoping. You can’t make cookies out of it though, these will have to be baked separately
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